We were able to pick up the pieces on Friday morning. We walked to the showroom, you helped cleaned, used the computer and become privy to information about the showroom.
We talked and as usual you placed me in your arms and comforted me. No one can ever comforted me the way you do.
Our walk, coffee and Target. Oh, missed you already. I was still very happy to be with you had high hopes for of future.
My friend called with info about an apartment, I called a car and rushed to see it. I like the place and the price and couldn't wait to share my excitement with you.
You were excited and gave me a heads up on your day and what time you'd me expected back.
After work, I decided I would organize your clothes and iron the ones in the basket. Then once you got back we could grab a bite or a drink. You text and told me you would leave NJ at 10:30. You came home at a little past midnight and was clearly high and had been drinking.
Brian, this was to be you last night! How do you think i felt.
I wished you were mindful enough to come back a reasonable time especially because you knew I had to work the next day and more so because you'd be leaving.
I was on the ironing board ironing your stuff and i froze because the man i marry cared about me and is mindful and would want to leave a few minutes early to come back. Not staying an extra few minutes.
I was angry and that was why i asked you to leave. Bye bye.
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